My sexual addictions
Hi, I have been masturbating since I was a kid and when I was 17, I was introduced to sexting by a stranger online. I did not realise the shame of such activity nor how it would affect others. Looking back, I am deeply remorseful of what I had done and for such a long time…I have been clean from sexting for 2 years but I want to quit masturbation as well. Many people say its healthy, but all it does for me is bring back the shame and its a source of trigger. Currently I have to masturbate everyday and I need porn to do so. If I dont masturbate, I am not able to fall asleep and my body will start to shake. Any advice or experience you guys have to share?
Updafe: Had my first night of no masturbation. On my second night now and struggling really badly…
Hello, my friend
This is relatable to me, since I'm experiencing similar thing.. I was introduced to this world through a "friend" later on I realized that wasn't real friendship.. I'm addicted to both sexting and masterbation
It sounded weird at first, then when I got more deep into it, it was awesome.. the more I do it the more I like it.. it felt sooo good
I did it for years and years.. with time it's started becoming bit boring I had to come up with new ways to do it.. new videos to watch, new positions, new ways, new words to say to the person I'm sexting, new everything.. I was insatiable I had to do it everyday and sometimes twice a day..
I realized later I hit rock bottom.. I started to lose focus on everything around me, I couldn't eat well, I felt so guilty and ashamed of doing it.. I wanted to stop yet I couldn't it was so addictive..
I tried many ways to stop.. I fell deep into a rabbit hole of self-harm and self-hatred.. I tried to stay clean but it's super hard to quit doing something you've been doing it for years..
Let me tell you you're not alone at all my dear, I'm with you.. I feel you, I understand how hard it is, how triggering everything around really is, I get it..
If you want to talk about anything related to it, I'll happily listen to you.. please take care of yourself my dear friend ❤️
