Not porn addiction but porn at work
I'm mortified and terrified and anxious.
So I'm an avid player of the sims, and I recently downloaded wickedwhims as a mod on it. It basically makes sexual encounters more realistic. I'm not sex negative in any way, and sometimes I don't realize it can be offensive to others. I just don't think about it at all.
While I was at work (I have a desk job working for a hotline) I was playing the sims during my downtime and left it running. Unfortunately, the pornographic part of the mod was happening in full view of the office security camera. I realized far too late and now it looks like I was just straight up watching porn at work. Obviously this is my personal PC. They don't have issues with me playing games but I would bet they wouldn't appreciate this sort of conent.
They don't watch the cameras constantly, and they seldom check them over for no reason. Usually they only use the playback for when there is an incident on your shift (like a client disagreement or something) but I've managed to convince myself, as unlikely as it is, that they're going to A) check the cameras. B) check the office camera. C) watch the cameras long enough and at the exact times it was happening. D) realize what was happening on my laptop screen. And E) fire me for it.
Just need help calming down and this seemed like the best place to find someone who understands. Thank you.
I was shopping once, opened my phone to google what kind of batteries to buy. Apparently i forgot i was watching porn and i had my phone full volume, also fallen for those trick videos quite a few times.