Sexual Addictions and how they have changed me

I grew up as a young child as a momma's boy. My dad always was gone drinking and my mom was depressed and always stayed at home. When I was 11 my parents split up and I was left with my dad and sister while my mom and older brother left... I'm not sure if this seperation caused my addiction... I started watching porn from about the age of 12...was too shy to talk to girls. When I was 15 I went on POF and met a girl. We chatted and had sex within the first hour of me being at her house... After that I was hooked... Years down the road... I am so horny and worked up as I can't seem to find any girls as I am socially awkward.. I turn to Live Cam Chat. masturbating live on camera. For some reason people watching me masturbate was a huge release for me... Which then eventually lead to people asking me on there if I would hookup in real life for cash... I decided to do it... This then lead me to end up playing with men for money.. I did this for years. Hating myself in a way but doing it anyways. Got a girlfriend and ended up getting her involved.... She realised I was toxic and broke up. now I have a wife and a child, with another woman.. she loves me and knows about my addiction now But it is slowly ripping us apart. I want to curb my sexual addictions, which I feel is rooted back to some other problem. I have no interest in doing anything except lay there when my addictions are bothering me.