Messing Up All The Time
i don’t know if this is a result of having long undiagnosed adhd (that’s been recently diagnosed, with medication), major depression, or simply being a failure. but i just can’t function. i just got fired from my job for not doing something i knew i should have been doing. i’m so behind and failing in school. my finances are in horrible condition. i can’t get myself to get up and make food and shower and do my hair and just do the adult things i’m supposed to be doing. so i just rot. and lose work. and hate myself.
can anyone commiserate with me?
Yre not alone , that's for sure , but I myself know I have choice , I like to beleive its always my choice not to do anything, not to work well , not to cook food , I know there is some external or genetic or call it negative patterns or negative energies influences, That I choose to figth against from time to time ..... step by step which is something I dont like I feel Iam wining some ground for bext battle ... as ADHD I also know I am intelligent, if I dont do that until something cones up , I then think I am the only obe to blame. If my life end up being a total failure, I would have had some control over it anf fougth honorobly until the end , if not , I succeeded or worst case I would be responsible for being an acomplice to my own failure and that I beleive anyone doesn't want.
