Happy Birthday To Me

I just turned 17 and I no longer see the Teens Only peer group? Have I been taken out of it? I had friends there 🙁

Also it's my birthday and I'm crying for the 2nd time today. I cried the past 4 days too. And so far the only gift I have gotten is a spare part to the gift I actually wanted, which isnt a big deal but I've just been seeing the worst in everything so of course I cried about that too. And yesterday all I wanted to do was sleep and my parents wouldn't let me because of this thing my doctors want. Today I wanted to go to a fancy resturaunt for my birthday so I could dress up but my dad says it's not a very fancy resturant and nobody wants to dress up and my brother doesn't even have anything to wear. I ignored it and put  a dress on that Ive never gotten to wear and then I saw my dad and my brother in shorts and t-shirts. So I silently cried and changed. Then I came on here to talk about it in the Teens Only Support group chat only to discover I don't have access to it anymore?