I don't have any solid goal, I'm feeling inefficient, so I'm doing nothing. Any motivation?
Studying physics in a good university, I'm having all the support I could have: money, sources, my own transportation, but I don't think I'm taking advantage of that.
Lately I'm having bad grades, I just cancelled an important assignature so I'm repeating a whole semester, I trying to study but it's so hard to get focus, I get distracted so easily or I'm just lazy, and always, ALWAYS worried about my social life.
I don't have ANY social network, no Twitter, no ***, no ***, nothing. ANYWAY I'M STILL NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR MY STUDIES.
I'm afraid of not enjoying my youth and not meeting more friends, more girls, being alone studying and sacrificing my time for the degree and still not feeling good about myself or having learned something. I just want to live my life to the *** fullest.
I'm starting to looking for a job, to get money for my own things, to bring my girlfriend to any place she wants, to support my family, to be more INDEPENDENT, but my worries about "my social life keeps me in my comfort zone"
I don't want to sacrifice something in vain. I can't find the balance between working for myself, studying and give a good impression to the others.
Now, I'm feeling bad every time, I don't have ANY motivation to keep going, to study or even go to the university. I'm wasting my time on playing videogames and sleeping all day.
I want a chance to change
@Bundis Hi Bundis, have you thought about talking to a psychologist/counselor/therapist? I went threw something similar in my senior year of college about 24 years ago. You WILL get through it. Sometimes we get overwhelmed and don’t even know it. Sometimes our brain chemicals aren’t working like they should. I still tell people that I would force my self to exercise even though I could hardly get out of bed and just doing that back then was a huge accomplishment for me because of the way I was feeling. I would definitely talk to someone. I’m here if you need to chat.
