Anxiety
I can't get to the store to buy more yarn for 6 more days, and I was anxious that I would run out from one of my projects, I found a solution so now I'm not anxious until I can get more yarn, yay 🙃
I write sometimes on small bits of paper whenever I get an inspiration. I recently remembered these series that I wrote and when I sought out to search it I couldn't find it. I had a full on anxiety attack. I tried everything and nothing worked. The fact that I lost them made me feel I lost a part of myself and that I am careless and that I deserve losing it. I full on bawled like a baby. And then tried calling different helplines to see if they could help. None could as it was 2 am. Then I gave up and thought *** it. And ordered cheesecake and watched zootopia.