Confused

Well... It's a dilemma between leaving and staying. I love my home, my family, I've always done everything for them, absolutely everything. I help whenever I can and whatever is within my reach, but it never seems to be enough.

My mother separated from her husband a year ago, and now she's in a new relationship, but the guy is a jerk, he takes advantage of her, he already left once and caused her anxiety attacks to return.

We always argue about him, she even kicked me out of the house because of it. But I ended up going back home.

Because she was going to have surgery and would need care. During that time, he left.And now he's back.

I live like an invisible person in this house, but I stay because of it, because I love it, and because I know it needs my help. But sometimes it feels like I'm trapped here, like my life isn't moving forward.

I don't know if I should get a job and leave, or stay and continue helping her. She thinks I'm useless, but I always help with her job, I study at two universities, and I'm still studying hard for civil service exams.