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Feeling Useless

User Profile: Blank707
Blank707 October 12th

I have GERD and gastritis which has made my life feel really miserable. I’m supposed to be in the prime of my life and yet I hardly ever leave my house and can barely manage school. Most of my friends have jobs and are in school or have graduated and I feel like I am so behind and useless because my health affects my ability to do those things. I already barely left my home due to anxiety and depression and now my health issues have made that worse. It sucks because my friends want to go out and have fun but I can’t without feeling terrible. The pressure is building for me to start contributing more to society but I don’t know how nor what I am going to do with the rest of my life, I feel like I’m drowning or suffocating.

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User Profile: AsherTree
AsherTree October 12th

@Blank707

i'm sorry to hear that your suffering and you feel like you are being left behind in life.

Thank you for sharing with us. 

The fact that you have access to the internet means you can get involved in activities that are meaningful.  

If you feel like you can make a contribution here you could become a Listener, but there are so many other options to choose online.  

Good luck🌱

User Profile: Blank707
Blank707 OP October 13th

Thanks for the encouragement, I have thought about it but have so much doubt in myself. I still keep trying to do my best for now but I feel so lost and useless.

User Profile: Blank707
Blank707 OP October 13th

Thanks for the encouragement, I have thought about it but have so much doubt in myself. I still keep trying to do my best for now but I feel so lost and useless.

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