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User Profile: shubh2003
shubh2003 November 4th, 2023

I am Shubh. I am 19 years old. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression 3 years ago. Been on medicines since 3 years. I have too much overthinking and anxiety right now. Mostly this all started when I got exposed to po*n at 14. So the cause is po*n. I didn't know as a kid that it was harmful until now 5 years later got to know the most probable cause. I have started recovery though on brainbuddy. Currently on a break from studies also.😞 I was a topper with A+ grades in all subjects until this po*n came and started ruining my health and my performance in school started to decline in 9th grade. I couldn't find cause until a few months ago that this is what the cause is. That's it for now.

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 November 4th, 2023

@shubh2003 hello welcome to cups ❀ I'm so glad your getting help to get rid of this addiction. I'm very proud of you for acknowledging what is making you ill ❀ I'm completely against porn, cause I know that most of it is underage people being forced😞

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User Profile: shubh2003
shubh2003 OP November 4th, 2023

Yes. As a kid I was traumetized to view porn but still continued to view it. First time I watched just out of curiosity. Then like once more and then I will stop and again once more and didn't know until it became a major problem. My parents didn't pay much attention to what I watched. They just asked what I watch but no kid will tell their parents if they watch content like that. I feel like a victim. I hate myself. But what can I do, now? So sad. My career, social life, mental and physical health drowned due to this.😞😞 Idk now whether it was my fault or my parents'.😞😞😭

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