Help me

hello everyone, before I say anything I hope everyone is better and the reason for which they are here is better. I am going through the worst situation I have ever been through, my family is finally broken. My dad doesn't talk to me and it bothers me that he's unhappy and can't help, my mom never understands me and she's supposed to be my best friend, my brother said horrible things to me and I practically don't have any in my family, I just go to school uni and I can't wait to have an independent life, I thought I needed everyone and now I have to survive alone because I don't want anyone around. I've thought about going to a better place but I'm not even brave for that.