I feel anxious

@lp0rn

Why would they hate you? *hugs*

almost the same situation here.. last year i struggled a lot trying to go to school, missed almost two months until the school said it would call the police on my parents for not sending me to school, so i was forced to attend. i have no idea how i passed that year, pure luck. this year i started just fine until february, i couldn’t fake it anymore, i wasn’t ok, i started skipping school and falling deeper in my anxiety-depressive state and in march i stopped attending, this time with my therapist’s and doctor’s “note” (i don’t know how to explain it) so the school wouldn’t call the police. so i haven’t been attending since the beginning of march and i feel extremely guilty about it because my classmates could think that i’m skipping school because i’m lazy or just too stupid to attend… i have not overcome this thought, but i’ve got to a point when i no longer care that much about what they might think. about the teachers, some hate me, i hate them too, some tried to fake being interested and one teacher showed me she actually cared, she has been like a second mother to me and my classmates, she is such a good teacher, the best i’ve ever had. my friends, as far as i know, are concerned about my situation but they haven’t left my side, some understand my situation better that others but it’s normal. about my family idk.. they seem supportive but i only feel judged and misunderstood. but right now i don’t even understand myself so idk what to think… i not only wanted to share my story but also wanted you to feel less alone in what you are going through, i’m sorry i wasn’t able to give you some advice as i’m in a similar situation, i can just add that i might start an online school so i don’t have to attend and maybe it’ll be easier that way. i hope you can get better, and don’t worry about people hating you because you’re struggling, if they don’t care about you enough to support you then ignore them, they’re not worth it.