"I made a mistake and I’m feeling really bad"

I once used someone else’s photos and pretended it was me. When I was caught, I confessed to my best friend. My friend said, “I’ve done this before too, I understand you, don’t worry.” But later they deceived me. They told me they were hurt, and I understood, but they went back to talking with the people involved.

They had also been hurt by this kind of situation before and even became depressed from it, but then they did it to me again. I know I was very wrong and I feel deep remorse. I can hardly sleep. I feel scared all the time, blame myself, my heart races, my body gets very hot from stress.

I’ve never felt confident about my appearance. I’m sorry. I only wanted happiness and warmth. I apologized to the people involved, but they kept insulting me, so I blocked them. Then everyone told me I was running away from my problems. They said they wanted to talk nicely, but when I tried, they insulted me again.

I ended up closing all my social media and stopped talking to anyone. Friends have cut me off. I’m deeply sad. I loved them very much but they no longer trust me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m stressed all the time and feel no happiness living here. I just want a friend to talk to. I even dream of leaving the country. I have never truly felt happy living in Tha

iland.

I once used someone else’s photos and pretended it was me. When I was caught, I confessed to my best friend. My friend said, “I’ve done this before too, I understand you, don’t worry.” But later they deceived me. They told me they were hurt, and I understood, but they went back to talking with the people involved.

They had also been hurt by this kind of situation before and even became depressed from it, but then they did it to me again. I know I was very wrong and I feel deep remorse. I can hardly sleep. I feel scared all the time, blame myself, my heart races, my body gets very hot from stress.

I’ve never felt confident about my appearance. I’m sorry. I only wanted happiness and warmth. I apologized to the people involved, but they kept insulting me, so I blocked them. Then everyone told me I was running away from my problems. They said they wanted to talk nicely, but when I tried, they insulted me again.

I ended up closing all my social media and stopped talking to anyone. Friends have cut me off. I’m deeply sad. I loved them very much but they no longer trust me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m stressed all the time and feel no happiness living here. I just want a friend to talk to. I even dream of leaving the country. I have never truly felt happy living in Tha

iland.

@honestJar2094

Sorry, to hear this💔...But, I know you feel better soon!