Im tired of my life
Im 31 i live in southeast asia, married for 8 years with no kid and 11 cats. Im struggling with my financial because i and my husband have to much instalments to pay every month while i just work as a freelancer. His salary all spent to the instalments. For these past month my freelancing job is decreased. I dont know how to do to earn money to covered up our daily life.
We move to capital city because of his work,before we moved here, we sold everything we had. Now we like started it from 0.
Everytime i been thought why i had nothing. I dont have a house, car, or investment. Our wedding ring also pawned. My mother also sometimes asked me for money too because she is a single mother with no job.
I have drawing skills but i still feel useless cause i cant be as good as other artist out there who can life from their skills.
Im tired, i wish i werent born
@tabbytabby I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. The value you bring into the world isn’t defined by your finances or material possessions. Your skills, your perseverance, and your kindness are what truly define you.
It sounds like you have a lot of potential with your drawing skills, and even though it may not feel like it right now, your talents are valuable. Maybe there are new opportunities or ways to share your art that could help bring in some income. If you ever need support or someone to talk to, I’m here for you 💜