Letting it out

Life's good, with wonderful people, wonderful things and situations, close ones like family even care but aren't we all individuals who want ourselves as priority.

I mean I say something to someone, become vulnerable then person may target it yk

I earlier would keep it in myself only since i realised this quite ago but I also wanna let the good happen, like meet people who don't use your vulnerabilities.

I mean like why do some trigger you you to feel bad about the smallest of things.

Like i really love my sister but i slept for half an hour i guess in the room i have my placements starting in August and then in a way which i won't like she said u don't study at all, like when companies come then you'll cry about it because i do vent it to my sister, it's good as well but stuff like this also happens yk just because she wanted to exercise in the room and study.

I don't want to suppress my feelings now anymore, what's meant to happen will happen. God's will.

I did cuss and said thankyou to her.