New journey

So finally after 6 months I got an internship,

I am excited yet scared 

I am going to step into the "real" world 

Which have constantly tried to avoid till now 

In a new city, place, and language 

Alone in a room with strangers 

Trying to learn new things 

Feeling behind all time

Planning meals, searching for groceries 

Experimenting with a recipe, washing utensils 

Having food is so tiring 

Washing clothes, taking baths

End up sleeping without scrolling 

People want to feel welcome 

But I long for my calm, no-talking days

It's exhausting to get along

Because I just can't be just you sometimes 

Still, I try my best 

Maybe things will be fine after some time 

Or I will get used to it but

Then again I will have to move

When will I find home