Putting it into action

I just know I’m starting therapy because I’m in my head way too much and it got to the point where I cry every night. I don’t even know why it can be. Maybe I’m not creative enough. I’m working too much but I’m barely making money. Feels like I’m living paycheck to paycheck. I also have school also don’t wanna let my family down. I don’t wanna let myself down, but feel trapped and stuck

,I dont want to feel like that anymore.