Slightly disturbing and awkward

This is a general post about something that I'm bothered.

For a non believer it might be silly but I'm unable to look beyond the incidents that have happened.

When i was seventeen my father purchased a new house. It was in a prime location of the city. Just as the delivery date of the house was nearing many issues popped up and the final construction was stalled. The building promoter had become bankrupt. It took many months before we could finish the work. In the mean time I met with a severe road Accident, head injury, broken face and forehead and lost my right eye. I was hospitalised for many months. My brother who was just married got seperated from his wife in just a few weeks.

It's been a decade since we moved in here. There have been some instances where people living here have faced severe misfortune.

My neighbor's son was a top performer in school and College who was destined for great things in life. But over the last few months he's become addicted to drinking and quit his job.

There is a religious place just next to my building. Even though there's good vibration of the prayers from there, there have been instances of black magic being practiced there.

These are some of the points that are hard to ignore. Whenever I make plans to shift out of this place the idea gets stalled. Professionally, there's not been much progress except for small victories. There's a dark energy that takes away the motivation from here.

This post is not a logical one. But I'm just venting my thoughts. I hope to get out of here soon.