Someone pls help me

There is always feeling like this when i am doing something i love my mind start to make me feel that i am wrong not becuse i am actually but becuse of judgement i got from last 2 years so much and i knew it i was not wrong but still the people who were the wrong most probly people whk dont even know the damn thing about their own life will make you feel like your even below then and this ugly feeling of that your the ugliest existence even if i am not wrong its just dont let me grow