The guy I'm talking to
this guy I've been talking to knows about my anxiety and knows I overthink and have trust issues and I try to not to text him multiple times in a row but yesterday he called me and I was half asleep and couldn't really explain that over the phone so I texted him not even 5 minutes after got off the phone and told him that I was half asleep and that's why I sounded so groggy and he didn't text back all day well we talked today and he and told me he put his phone down and that's why we hadn't talked all day but he was on fb yesterday and it told me his messenger was active and i asked him why and he told me it was active because he was on fb marketplace. He told me that I had overreacted and I told him that yes I did and basically we got into a fight over other stuff that had been happening but I'm posting it on here because I can't get a listener and I don't know how too.
Just an observation based on my life encounters. If your with someone you feel you must check up on to make sure they are faithful your with the wrong person. If the trust issue lies with you then every relationship you get into will be sabatoged by that mistrust you bring with you. Boils down to everyone has issues, all we can ask in all fairness is effort to smooth things over equal to how bad we screwed up when we spaz out.
@redBlackberry985 I now for sure only one thing, if it is not the one u are married with, or smth alike /lived with each other for years/ - it is better not to sick relationships while u dont feel confident that u are healthy mentally , or adequate ... as not only it want work out well, it will give u more wounds
