When its gone
Its been a rough 18 years but my wife has always made me feel loved. Ive been spiraling for the last few months but I thought things were looking up. We had a fight and I left. We were planning divorce and I realized I couldn't. She took me back but shes hurt and I dont know if it's gone forever. Im valuing myself like I was unable to in years and making steps to improve but I fear it's too late and shes just being nice. I dont want to push but I know from experience love comes on and turns off without your control and when it's gone it doesn't come back
@keylessMap638
I'm sorry you are struggling and that you both find yourself in this place 💛
I genuinely hope that you can both work through it and I admire you for trying 💛

Its life no matter how much you try. If she can't accept ,you can't do anything but you can try for the last time. You can ask for the last chance . Yes what is broken wouldn't fix but just stay busy have breath keep moving and let the things happen . You will be okay