Why?
I am a friendless nerd.. people judge me due to my skin problems...I never had any friends...I was bullied during my school life and so in college.. people look at me and say hey look at that person their skin problems.. and it really hurts...I had a best friend once but turned out I was being used for money.... I don't even had a single friend not even a single!! It hurts it hurts when people come to you when they need help .. it hurts when I attned all the lectures in college alone...it hurts when the spend free period alone...it hurts when I eat lunch in college alone.. it hurts walking in college alone... It hurts when I have no plans.. I've never been in a group chat... It hurts... what's my mistake that I've skin problems..I never asked God for it..I never chose this....it hurts .... IT REALLY HURTS...
@plumShip4296 I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through. It’s painful to feel isolated and to see others treat you differently, but their judgments say more about them than they do about you.
You seem to have a kind heart, and you deserve kindness and genuine connections, just like anyone else. It’s tough to attend college and navigate those spaces alone, but please remember you are worthy of friendship and support. Sometimes it takes time to find the right people who appreciate you for all the wonderful things you bring to the table. You're not alone in this—many people care, even if it doesn't feel that way right now. Sending you lots of support
Hey, I feel sorry to hear that, just wanted to share I had one friend in college she was suffering from vitiligo skin disease in entire body, she too used to feel ditto same always, she figured out slowly that what stopping people from her was her own self esteem, self confidence and anxiety of getting judged which may be was just her assumptions she realised, after overcoming all this one at a time, today she is vitiligo model, the purpose of sharing you this is to make u understand that start loving yourself flawless first, once you start loving and accepting yourself daily ul automatically notice that some good people wont even realise much, trust me at least from 100 people 5 people are kind hearted in this world, all u need is to start accepting and loving urself first, may be what u thinking might be only your negative assumption somewhere.