anxiety

Hello, good evening. I just installed the app and I wanted to vent. I am 16 years old.

I’m almost finishing high school and I’ve been having a lot of worries about my future: “what will I become?” “Will I have a good job?” “Will I be able to get out of here?” I live with my parents and siblings, it feels like they all hate me. Whenever I tell my mom something that makes me very happy, she gets angry and says I do nothing and that I’m an idiot. This wears me down a lot because I am an LGBT person. I don’t want to make my parents sad, but living the way they want destroys me inside. Friends, I really wish I had the courage, but I can’t, and at the same time I don’t want to stay in this situation. It feels like I’m walking on eggshells and I never know where to go.