feeling empty all the time

I really need help cuz I feel that I lost all the motivation on my life. I feel so empty very very empty I don't know if I can really explain how I feel but I'll try;

all my days feel the same , the same emptiness the same sadness, I tried to get back to the things I used to love the things I used to do n get so much happy but i always feel lack of passion I feel like I'm not really living I feel like I just exist I feel do lonely but when I try to talk to a friend or someone try to talk to me / texting me I feel I'm running of energy It's feels like a task to me I dont wanna talk w anyone , i wonder if I'm so needy for ppl around me why I push everyone away ?

I don't know if yall gets me I'm sorry this was so messy but I'm not sure what I'm feeling so I don't know how to explain.

n If anyone can't help me or give me advice, just a few words of support or anything would make me very happy.