Ain't race, but I keep on running

Just recently, I browse my pictures like 5 years ago. I visited my friend's timeline and I have seen that they already found what they like, they developed and improved their lifestyle, on the other hand, I just feel so missed out with everything. I didn't have any talent or skills where I can be proud of, I am even in doubt if I chose the right course in college. I am dealing problems at home, like financial problems, my relationship with my parents, I don't know. My life is just so fucked up at this time and I am looking for a job to pay for my tuition. Another thing is that I am really annoyed and frustrated because my sister keeps on messing up with my class, interviews, meetings where she always shout I just freaking hate everything right now. I know that life can be a mess sometimes but this is too much. I cannot just breathe and chill out. I really need help🥺