Alone

@unassumingWriter3952 In most relationships, we expect a give and take but it's more often than not an unequal relationship where one person gives more than the other. Certain circumstances can make this harder and trauma, as you mentioned, is one of them. Feeling disconnected from your partner can feel empty, especially when it goes on for long. It can be exhausting as well.
I am glad you shared this. Talking about it can help- your mental health matters as much as anyone else's. It is understandable that it is affecting you. I hope you care for yourself and receive support whenever needed!