Anxiety about Attention

Hello!

My name is Zuleika (Zuu+Lay+Kuh) and I want to make a post about some anxiety about myself. So I adore and love my body and everything about me. This is what I look like (Not me exactly but a very close twin) pikdo.net/p/chalino_sanchez_reydelcorrido/2088127118977768545_1565373586 You could say after looking at that "Zuleika you are so gorgeous how do you have any anxiety at all?" Or " You have a body that is built to be shown off?" Yes those are true and I do love to show off my incredibel curves.

However here is the short story: So I got invited to go to a friends wedding and the deal was that we can wear whatever we wanted to. No matching bridesmaid or whatever. So I thought well I can wear this really nice dress I have that is been waiting to be worn. But I have chaned my body type and I have gained more weight because I wanted to be more pear shaped and not my natural hourglass. So the dress fits but its tight and I am worried I will get so much attention and be stared at because of my body. I dont want to steal the thunder from my friend. I could also just wear jeans since we can wear whatever, but I want to look nice. I dont like to wear a dress because I have flashbacks to be grabbed by the butt and things like that. Those moments hurt me. I also dont want other girls there to feel jelous of me.

Thank You