Anxiety confession

I'm learning I need to face my own feelings and emotions. I realize I need to do this to get back to myself and my happiness.

My confession is the statements Im okay. and Im fine. Are my go to saying. Its better than explaining emotions or complaining about my lifes issues.

For example, when someone asks how are you? I say Im okay. Instead of my insurance gave me an error and I couldnt get my meds. This guy push me to give him my number, and I wish I hadnt. I just wasted a year on a guy who catfished and lied to me. The guy I think I like is too busy for me, but I cant stop thinking of him.. My ride for errands cancelled on me. This is all making me edging and my anxiety is high. However our towel smell amazing."

I just have to say I love this site. I can express myself and not hide behind the words fine or okay. Anyone else like this?