Anxiety everywhere.
I'm struggling and I can't say so to the people in my daily life. If I can't stop myself from my bad habits and mistakes and avoidance right now my entire life is going to fall apart. The problem is that I can't seem to stop because every moment and every step is just filled with fear and anxiety. I'm so sure I'm about to break. I need a catalyst, before it's too late.
@lowdream Why can't you tell the people in your daily life? Support is important. Maybe give it a try?
@Swede71
sometimes this situation makes you feel worthless, talking to people you care about actually makes you think you are creathing discomfert for them, and you feel liks you arent important enough for that. The thing is, only when people tell him or proof to him, that he is needed, he can start working on improving, but this doesnt come up, if he doesnt say he needs that, so its a bit of a paradox. But however, know that there will always be people, wanting to live true this with you
