Anxity
Im a student and i always worry about that 1 grade that i lost and about if people are lowkey talking about me or hate me i pity myself alot i cant handle people or being around then i Just cant stop thinking even when im having fun i will think about stuff that are stupid like how my friends hate me and dont want to be around me i used belive that and its tiring
I don't want to be giving out advice, these are just something that helped me and it might not be the same with you...
It's alright if you fail, you can learn from it, but please don't let that hold you back. You lost one grade, it's alright, you can do better next time. Everybody loses before they gain.
If you feel judged - don't fear it, there are always people who are going to judge and you can't change that [words of my counsellor.]
If you can't handle being around people, leave - a toxic environment isn't going to lift your spirits, it's better to take care of yourself.
Perhaps talk to your friends, talk to them about how you feel. Negative thinking without closure is not going to help, if you don't get closure, you'd be dragging a negative burden throughout your life with them.
