A tiny thing i kept secret
I keep starving myself because of my looks. I'm a obese 14 year old and I don't like the way that I look. I mean, I know about caloric decifit but instead I starve myself without me even realising. I literally starve myself when I get scared and anxious about my looks, body and how people around me see me. I can't stop.
As someone who has been struggling with an eating disorder for years, I can tell you with absolute certainty that starving yourself will not solve anything and will never make you happy.
The most important thing is your health. I know the pressure to look a certain way is overwhelming during your teenage years, but it truly is such a small part of who you are as a person. Those who really matter will not care at all what you look like, and anyone who does is not someone you need in your life.
Real beauty is found in what we do and that’s how we leave our impact on the world. Please look after yourself and be kind. You deserve to eat always.
