Defeated
I feel completely and utterly defeated. I try my best to do something that could possibly be very good for me and my anxiety kicks in to make me feel like I am making the worse decision of my life. Throw in the depression that comes in starts and I just don't see the point of anything anymore. I just go through motions each day. Iam not happy and don't know how to fix anything. I feel completely trapped with no where to go but to wallow in my misery. What is the point to all of this?
I'm sorry that life has been treating you this way. Have you talked to a therapist or a listener on this site? This site is filled with such kind people who are always willing to hear out all of your problems and keep it confidential. There's a quote I want you to keep in mind though: "You were given this life because you were strong enough to live it." So stay strong, you've made it this far after all. You can't give up! Best of luck :)
