Depressed…
I don’t even know where to begin. I’m not the best with my words or describing how I feel. I’ve been through so much in my life. Molestation as a child, domestic abuse by a narcissist for 10 years of my life just wanting my family to stay together. My kids all grew up with no father and they are suffering because of it. I fight daily with my depression and panic attacks and it’s so hard to deal with. I am so sick of feeling alone and I just want someone to be here for me, to help me make it through the hard days. Thanks for reading this whoever does.
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I'm sorry also what hapoened to you. I never gone through something like that fully but I do have friends who have gone through that. And that sounds like it is very hard for you. Being with a narassict is not always a good thing to stay just because of your family. I know its hard on the kids but narassict unfortunately they don't understand things rhey aee doing or maybe they do its hard to say what goea through there mind. This place is just a great place to vent and get the help that you need to help with your panic attacks. Sometimes for me listening to music can help or talking with someone when your having a episode. Finding a listener on here is amazing. And they help out so much. I know I wasn't any help but I hope things get better for you.
Just having someone listen and take the time to reply does help a little bit. Sometimes I just feel so alone. Thank you for the kind words.
Well that is good to hear. This site has been a huge help for me and I do hope that it helps you too. It is hard when you feel lonely but the site makes things easier to always have someone to talk too. You definitely are not alone in that. Your welcome. I'm here to chat anytime :)