Feel like crying
I feel like crying it may be because of many reasons sometimes i feel like i am not in control of my life and direction of my carrier. In last 3 years there have been many ups downs .. more downs than ups you can say. Sometimes i get a thought nothing works for me in this world even i do right. My good freinds of the past have become enemies. There are also those who wish that i should fall or even die.I know that they are envious of my past achievements. I dont know how to take back what i lost or how do i let go those who were unworthy and even harmfull for me. I can not tell these things to anyone because i know that they will exploit me on my waekness even i can say that about my sisters or relatives if i talk to my mother she will get upset and can not do anything
Well, See You Better Know In Person What Is Right And Wrong According To Your Point Of View, And Evenly When It Comes To People Or Your Friends If They Are Friends They Would Not Be Envy Or Jealous Of Your Work, So What’s Lost Is Lost, You Can Find Peace And Move On With Your New Experiences And Activity , Start Focusing On What You Want To Do With Your Life And What Fo You Want In Person, Go Out On A Walk Just Think About Nature And Soothe Yourself, Close Your Eyes, Take A Deep Breathe And Start A Fresh With New People, More On Focusing On Yourself, This Happened To You Because You Expected Make Sure To Expect From Yourself This Time. Toodles!☺️
Hi. I will talk to you as if I am talking to my daughter. If someone wishes u to die they are definitely not your friends and it’s better that they are not around to hurt you. A true friend will love u thru it all. I know cliche. But hang in there. Maybe divert your energy on other things like, exercising, jogging, meditation can help with putting our thoughts back in-line . Or volunteer somewhere, you will meet good souls that want to help and create change. You got this . You stated u have accomplished a lot, sounds like your in the right direction. Remember no one is perfect, maybe they don’t realize how much they hurt you. Don’t try to figure them out. Continue to acquire more achievements. People of like mind always find each other.
Looks like you need to start, live all over again, first step I would suggest is you message me in private chat .
You are a compassionate person who thinks a lot about your mother, so please don't be upset. Don't worry, tough times won't last forever. Don't lose faith in God!!!. If something does not work, it means God has something better in store for you. Everything will be okay soon.