How do I carry on

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But today I almost started crying in class idk whats going on

my friend almost committed suicide and Im worried about her now

I just feel like Im breaking down

Im constantly worried about my parents relationship

But I have to act okay because my parents are already stressed they dont need my pointless drama...its not important. People have way worse problems, Im just being a drama queen its not important.

My mum and dad are calling me moody but I dont mean to be, I stopped putting on a smiling face all the time because it was getting hard. Im not sad all the time but I feel like Im never good enough, if I do something right it doesnt matter. No one dont get it and now Ive realised theyd just think I was overreacting and would think I just want attention when I really dont I just want this to go away.

I want the worrying to stop, everything to stop