@BLOutdoors I believe that it's best for both of you guys to communicate about your concerns. It seems like a part of you wants to do something but a part of you wants to stay because of your comfort zone. Hope everything will be solved!
l had a suicide thought sometime .sometime thing get harder just like smoke in front of my eye that l can't see or l can't take an easy breath .some time thing get harder for me &l don't understand what to do .today l can feel that rope around my neck wheil working bc l can't escape from this life l can't feel happy .all l can feel is my heart is sad &l wanna go .l wish l never been existing in the hole thing &life .l wish l never come to this life .l wish l had the choice to finish off my life .l wish l had the choice to live in world without hurting or something else bad .
@BLOutdoors
Hello. I'm new to the site. This is my first post and I would like to start by trying to help someone if I can...I think I know how you feel. I am going through the same although not in my love life. Letting go of your comfort zone is hard. Looking deep into yourself and being honest about how you feel is also hard. Because if you find that a change is needed, it feels like it's the toughest path. And we don't want to go through the pain that will get us there. Allow yourself the time to process and be kind to yourself. I have been a mess in my transition, totally overwhelmed by fear and self doubt. I know it's hard but do what your heart tells you. I hope you'll feel ready to listen to it soon. Best wishes
