I don't feel right
I'm stressed about school.. other things as well.
Stuff going on at home made it hard for me to stay focused at school, and now I'm omw to summer school or even repeating the grade. I have social workers and detectives showing up at my house randomly and it's f*cking nerve racking. Therapy at school doesn't help, and I can't help myself either. I can't believe I'd let my home life affect me and my school work.
I feel like such a failure. Maybe, just maybe, I am.
Aww you’re not a failure :(
Having people dropping in on you like that must be so anxiety-provoking. I know it doesn’t really ease the feeling in the moment, but please try to remember that a year of school or whatever does NOT define you as a person or say anything about your worth. It sounds like you are stressed with a lot going on - it’s totally understandable for things like that to overwhelm you and affect school. That extra year or time in summer school isn’t going to matter 5 years from now or in the grand scheme of your life, even though I know it seems huge right now. Breathe. Struggling doesn’t mean failure.