I feel like my anxiety is unfixable

Don't be harm on yourself. Find something that'll make you happy. I was also the same, I've been searching for happiness and peace but tbh, it starts on ourselves. Don't let your problems ruin you instead, focus on the good things. I just read earlier that having an anxiety is not easy but we can still be happy by helping ourselves everyday, little by little that there's still space for us to see the beauty of failures, disappointments, struggles, problems. It's so hard to move forward but just little by little you'll make progress, believe in yourself and you can make it! 🥰