I hate touch.

Whenever I'm around people, I always tend to shy away from them. The thought of being touched by another human being makes me so angry and scared, and I hate that about myself. I remember when my brother tried to give me a hug without me noticing and I flipped, I'll still always feel bad about it. The only time I will let someone touch me (like a hug) is if I give them verbal validation, and it makes me feel bad, especially when it comes to my family.