I'm at my limit
I sit everyday in front of the computer until 2 or 3am, every project or homework takes me a lot of time to finish and even so, I feel I'm not being productive enough, and the deadlines are getting close. Today I didn't make the advances I wanted, my head hurts, my back hurts... And I cried a little. I feel guilty for every break I take, "I should be working" I usually think, I am very afraid of not being good enough for my career, despite trying my best.
Sorry for my clumsy english, it's not my native language :(
@helhelhelen,
So not only are you dealing with an overwhelming amount of work, sometimes keeping you up until the a.m., but also you have a extremely harsh, relentless voice in your head. It sounds painful, and exhausting.
If I was in your exact situation, what would you tell me to do?