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I suffer from both anxiety & depression & ave done since I was 18 after I had my first baby, i was bullied as a kid through skools & then I've had bad experience with my past relationships where I ended up being abused & it got so bad I lost not only my son but my daughter as she was born shortly after my first was taken that was back in 2015 where everything came to an end & I lost my babies in 2016 but now am 24 & fighting for my 3 mnth old daughter as they r using my past mistakes as a reason for her to be in care even though I'm not with the same bloke I had moved out of my home town & it want enough...ive not coped with all this since the day my baby went into care back in July & to make my mental health worse we are on our second social worker who is leaving us and they don't have a name of a new one for us. My doctor has had to increase my meds as I wasn't sleeping well & was very tearfully which has improved so I can sleep bit better now but nothing will really help me more than my baby girl cos my partner has ADHD and doesn't think before he speaks they have concerns regarding him being violent but in his mind he was defending me after a stupid kid called me a crack head after having a bad reaction to my meds being increased. How I've survived the past 4 yrs is beyond me & I still got to fight for my baby girl..i say uster as I've separated from my partner for my daughter as they have concerns & I want them to see my bby comes first.. Any help would be much appreciated x