Isolation
I'm afraid that some day I will stay completly alone and I will die of hunger. I have sever mental problems, don't read if that's too difficult. I can't talk about it. I feel so completly alone. I never go out. I'm so ashamed. I can't go out of it. No one will ever care about me, right? Tell me this, but I'm also stopping to care and I'm so afraid I will die. I left hospital less then 4 months ago, but I don't take medication, I can't stand how it makes me feel and eliminates any good feeling. Maybe it's a critical situation, it lasts so long or happens repeteadly? I want to go back to the past, when I was a child and parents were proud of me. I resogned of studies 8 years ago and I didn't succeed in anything since then. I broke up with a man 2 years ago now I feel and do nothing. I have delusions that random friends care about me only because they conneect to me on Facebook. Please, tell me anything I can do. I feel shame about people, I can't stand this all.
Your doing great it may be hard I feel alone too but we can't let that sadness inside win give everything you've got because nobody wants you to die this soon you just need to thrive and show everybody that your amazing and when they see you have the confidence it will leave them no choic but to radiate positivity to you good luck and even thought I don't know you I believe in you and care about you🙂
Thank you very much
@fairyLand233
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Sending virtual hugs. 💕 I am hearing that you are feeling so isolated, afraid, and alone. It sounds like you could really use a friend. Does that sound right? You are enough and you are good enough. Give yourself grace and time to heal. Being hospitalized can be a frightening and emotional experience as well. What are some of your strengths? It sounds like you are a brave and resilient person, and you are very proactive and such a fighter because you are here reaching out and not giving up! That shows strength and courage. The community here is here to listen, and to let you know that you are not ever alone! If you need an ear, shoot me a message. I hope this gives you some comfort. Take care and be well. 🙂
