I was aware all the time....
I just realized something about me, and I kept denying it, but I know that I'm the one who's always leaving people behind, I'm the only one who always choose to left behind and chose to stay away, it always happen if, I'm feeling all the burden from them, like I couldn't take it anymore, to pass all their stuff to me just because we are friends.
maybe I'm a bad friend but I just couldn't deal it, to the point that it makes me nauseous getting a message from them, even a message.
@hayleyD16
Hi! This is great to realise things about yourself, awareness is important. It sounds like you get overwhelmed easily, maybe you already have too much thoughts/feelings to process in yourself, and people adding to it makes you feel overwhelmed?
I can relate to this in some way, I tend to feel like everything is my responsibility and I have to fix every problem people share with me. What helped the most is to remember that most likely they just want to talk and have someone listen. That is all that is needed from me.
But I don't know your situation, maybe they aren't the right people for you to have around you at this time? Sometimes we need to find more like minded or supportive people to surround ourselves with.🤗
