I wish everything will stop
Everything worry's me. My heart starts to race and I sweat excessively. I go into a state of depression when all I want is for the world to go away. People will complain saying how "im no fun to be around" or how i just need to "snap out of it". I can't though, I really can't.
@tizzeliz People who don't have a mental disorder like anxiety or depression often don't understand what it's like. You don't have to feel bad about how you feel. You are allowed to have negative feelings, even when they are inconvenient to someone else or they think that you're "not as fun." It's not your obligation to be "fun" to them. That said, it would probably be a good idea to seek help if you are feeling this way on a regular basis. Talk to your family, maybe try a therapist. Try to figure out the root of what's making you feel this way so that you can resolve it.