Just needed to post

Just needed to message! I had in my head a plan for the day but its not going to go the way I had it planned lol.

Ive got my head around it now but Im very paranoid now that everyones talking about the plans without me (Ive been told Im not in the group messages by a friend who likes to rub it in) and Im more anxious incase my best friend is in this chat and they making plans without me.

Plus Ive messaged my best friend to help distract me as Im working through somethings like sh but she didnt message Bk and yet shes on Facebook messenger!

Im determined to have an amazing time tonight including alcohol and dancing and I want lots of fun, laughter and photos with my bestie.

Its a few hours away and now Im struggling to deal with the waiting around for it. Im normally pretty good and have never been this anxious before but today Im all over the place and just waiting.

Need to show i can have a good time tonight for my best friend not to think Im a drainer or boring.

What can I do to distract myself? Or what can I do about things....Im all over the place. Xx