Just need to say it somewhere
Hi. I am new here. I just can't cope with my emotions anymore. I cry for every single little thing and it will ruin people around me and my future. I just can't cope with a regular day. I had a really rough year in every point of view and i can't sleep and study and be positive when everything around me is fallong apart. I am falling apart. And i was a positive person once... i think i still am in front of the others but lately, i just ignore people because it takes second for me to break into pieces. I don't want to bother my friends and my boyfriend with that, they are all wonderful people but i started to crack in front of my boyfriend a lot lately. And i think i will scare him away. He has a really nice life and everything is great in his life and i am so glad because of that but i don't know how to follow considering everyhing in my life is upside down. I feel like i am the parent to my parents and i have noone to support me in life. I fight hard really but sometimes there is really no strength left in me. The walls are getting smaller and smaller around me...
Thank you for reading
@Peleska96 It sounds as though you should take a look in "Depression Support" and possibly (depending on exactly what's going on with your parents) "Family & Caregiver Support".
Good luck!
@stressBear
Thank you, i am still not sure how this works
@Peleska96 Hey How are you? Welcome! If you click on the community button near the top it guides you to the subcommunity page. There just click forum or if you'd rather try a live chat you can click chat and and go to group support chat. It sometimes takes a little to find your way around - at least it did me. But there are alot of helpful people here.
I hope to see you around!
Be gentle with yourself and your thoughts
@mytwistedsou
Hey, thank you for asking , better, just knowing that there is a place like this. I am fiding my way around the app. Every notification wakes up a good feeling inside of me
@Peleska96 You're welcome - I'm glad you feel a little better having found this place. It's a nice place filled with good people. That little bell up top is pretty cool isn't it? The notifications you get - kind of gives you a warm feeling. Let's you know you're not alone. I know it takes time to get the hang of things around here. But remember - you can always ask questions!
@Peleska96 thank you for writing your heart out about your heavy burden...
