Losing Everything.

Hello,

I don't really know how to start this or how to say what's on my mind. I've made some very very stupid mistakes by blindly trusting the wrong people in the recent past and they're coming back to haunt me and i don't know how to deal with them.

I feel like i've completely thrown away any chance at a future.
I'm scared of losing the little i have. i'm losing my mind. i feel like i can't talk about it to anyone i know because i'll get judged and berated.