Mental Health and Breaking Down
I told my wife my mental well-being is fragile to the point i dont know who or what i am after all of what i am going through. Its been hard on both of us but we both need healing and i know i am not well but i have so much debt i cant stop working cause i was out of work for so long. Im just glad its remote work, im making a good impression and the pay is very good. As i am right now im slowly getting better but im still like porcelain.
@liquidfuse
Hi there, thanks for connecting. My name is Rosie.
I'm sorry to hear what you are going through right now. It's good that you are sharing your thoughts with your Wife.
You are indeed holding it all together from what you have said, what with working as well. It is a lot to have on your mind alongside being in debt.
Please remember to be kind to yourself and if you'd like to chat further you know where we are.
Take care,
Rosie 🌹
@RaindowRosie
thank you for replying to my post, yeah it was very bad and when I tried to explain it to her how fragile my mental state of mind was she wasn’t getting it and we were sitting in my car cause I didn’t wanna argue or fight in front of her father in his house so we talked in my car but the conversation wasn’t one of bearing much fruit it by the end of it I was shouting at the top of my lungs and I told my wife to leave me be I need space and I know in part of that conversation that I said I need to I want to distance myself from everyone I didn’t see everyone and she says “including me” and at the time I was thinking yes but I didn’t say that and I don’t know if I should’ve? But in the car when we were talking and mind you this was back in June it would’ve been probably the third week in June maybe murder the second third week in June because we haven’t been there very long and I’ve been at her dad’s house while she was in working up in Tyler staying at her brother and his girlfriend’s apartment. While her brother is working on a tugboat on the Mississippi. I walked away so I coupd process things. I do not is we are reparable.