Moving forward
I’m a highschool sophomore, and I tend to gravitate to older people and I made a bunch of senior friends last year. It’s now hitting they’re gone. I won’t see them this Monday. I won’t have class with them anymore. I won’t be getting called freshman by Ashley, I won’t be crying to Yahir. I won’t be talking shit to Jade. I love those mf’s so fucking much. They made last year so worth getting through cause they were the best mf’s around. I couldn’t have asked for better friends. I don’t want to let them go. I don’t want it to be over, why can’t it just stay my freshman year and I’ll still have them around. Or go with them. I know it sounds stupid but my life has been such a shit show they were the only things in my life that was consistent. They were the only ppl keeping me smiling when my dad was in the hospital, or when I wasnt sure if I wanted to keep going. They were even there when I started my first job… imma miss them so much. I know people always say keep contact, and that we can still text and we do. It’s just, not the same. So here I am ranting about this at 1 am because the main mf I talked to is leaving tmmw. He’s going to college to do great things with his life and I’m happy for him. For all of them, but I just I just wish I could’ve enjoyed their time more…
Hey there… thanks so much for sharing. I understand. I don’t gravitate towards older people as much. But with making friends older than you, I understand. Back when I was in high school (Class of 2015) . I’m currently 25. I went to a small school. Like 90 students 9-12 grade. Small is great depending on how you view it. Small schools don’t work for everyone, it did for me. But… yeah… I’m my case, making friends with younger guys. Because I was too shy Freshman-Sophomore. I get it. When I graduated, I missed my friends who were still in high school. My best suggestion is this: Stay in contact with your friends who recently graduated.?I know college or whatever they decide to do post graduation, keeping in touch is key! Even these days with technology. Makes staying connected amazing. Hint tho; don’t get to caught up in social media, which is hard (something i struggle with too) . Use social media for good rather than comparison , if you use it. Hopefully this helps! ❤️
