My anxiety has been high

My depression has been so high I feel like I'm under a huge dark cloud. My depression as been so bad that I have been angry and easily snapping at things. Part of it can be hormonal as I have very bad PMS to the point of PMDD (and with pain from fiberiods and endomertisos.) I can be very moody. It has been easily mixing with my anxiety. . . I feel more like a monster than a human anymore. My family calls me the bear because I can "bite and growl" at any time.

My anxiety is on high because I'm getting yelled at for helping a family member. (Do not vent you problems to me, if you do NOT want me to help, and this man doesn't know when to shut up. Then he think he are just here on his convenince like when we go grocery shopping while he gets fed at work. GRRR.)

Then our landlord (who give me anxiety because she make my family feel bad for staying there. . . she just wants our money, but not for us to be around) anyway she is raising the rent, but not improving or fixing anything around. I need to find a new place, but our credit is meh, our income very limited (I can't work but haven't been able to get on SSi) and it's very stressful. I'm so overwhelmed that I just want to go to bed and not get back up.

I have no idea what I am so supposed to do.